Head Spinning

Today was perfect.
I got to see my wonderful family.
Spend time with a close friend.
Auburn won a close, exciting game and I was there. 
I walked around a campus that I could potentially be at next year. 
It was fun, exciting, and yet I feel so completely terrified.
I don't know where to go or what to do.
My life is nowhere to being figured out. 
I am crying out for answers, hoping my prayers will be answered. 
I am just hoping, praying that my head will stop spinning.
I am praying for answers, for peace.
Please, God, show me where to go. 


To Another

You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream
C.S. Lewis

Hello wonderful people! I am starting a new blog! Don't worry, I will still write in this blog, but I am widening my writing topics! I am really excited to see what God has in store for this whole new blogging generation. It is something that I am becoming really passionate about, and I would love to hear from you what I should write about, on this blog and on my new blog! Thanks for reading my thoughts, dreams, worries and hopes for the future! I hope my other blog will be just as a blessing to you as it has been to me! 

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Time to Write

I have missed this. 
The sound of my fingers gently touching the keys.
Thoughts rushing through my mind.
Tears, smiles, laughter-it all comes with writing.
I have had so much trouble writing down my feelings from the past couple of months.
The summer was such a blessing, so completely convicting.
I didn't want to go back.
I have struggled with feeling content, finding joy when all I wanted to was cry.
But through the stress, the future looming over me-I have found peace.
I was a broken vessel at the beginning, but He has transformed me.
I didn't see the things He used, but I started to begin to fell whole again.
I have found that childlike love once again. 
I yearn for Him to use me. To challenge me. 
To take me to places I have never been before.
I thought I was whole before.
But now, it feels different.
It feels more real, more full of life.

So much more meaning dwells in those words to me.

Maybe through these months of silence, the Lord has prepared me to speak.
To speak loudly.
To write.

So, let the typing begin. 

To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven...a time to keep silence and a time to speak.

Ecclesiastes 3: 1, 7